Soooo, what’s your excuse this time, hmmmm??

Posted on: June 18, 2012

Sad, isn’t it, that as I sit here, a few pounds heavier than when this whole mess started, I reread the previous posts, and the same things are going on.  WHY???  Why do I do this to myself??  I really don’t understand.  I mean, I have a brain, and regardless of the mind-sucking effect children have it’s still relatively functional.  My biggest problem is exercise.  I loath it, with most of my being.  The crazy part is, once I’ve done it I feel great.  So what the hell is my problem.  I’m lazy, that’s the problem.  I don’t really have a reason to get up and move my ass because I’m married to a guy who loves me even if I’m up to a voting age size.  I’m thankful for that, because if he was a jerk about my weight I don’t think I’d be any better off.  He struggles too, and while he’s only got about 20 lbs to lose, and in my perfect world I’d love to shed 60, his is more important due to his job.  

The kids are still being a huge hurdle.  The cooking around them and their delicate palates is getting old.  I’m about to stock up the freezer with Kid Cuisines and just give them those ever night.  But, I know that’s not good either since they have to learn how to eat healthy, too.  Now that it’s summer I’m hoping it will be a little easier since I don’t have to pack things that won’t “Turn Brown” or “Mushy” in a lunch box.  This frees up lots of fresh options that the kids didn’t have during the school year.

I’m setting my alarm for 5:30.  I’m taking my sneakers up stairs and putting them on my treadmill.  I’m going to attempt to get out of bed and get moving before my brain knows what I’m doing so it can’t sabotage me yet again!!!

Blah!  I really hate that this is just another “here I go again” post.  I really, really hate that I wasn’t ever taught how to eat to live not live to eat.  That growing up poor meant you got the cheap, not-really-good-for-you food because it was all we could afford and we had to eat something.  That my parents were young, and both had to work, so meals weren’t prepared for nutrition and value, they were prepared for speed.

Anyway, I’ve got to hit that bed now so I can attempt to overthrow the government in my brain tomorrow.

And so it begins……………


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